Reached sku quite late.. had to go macpherson square straight instead of going to class cus too latte lerhs... had a dream last night.. think it jus changed my personality... not a single word i can think of to describe it...

lessons per usual... d&t... started to cut my wood pencil holder design.. teacher said i did vry well.. but still cant figure out y my worse sub which id d&t got a b3.. my lowest n oni grade.. others straight As.. recess.. normal.. tried out laksa.. vry nice but no feelings... ate n chatted wif qiao'er,sharon,joey,juaquin n qinlin... wadeva u guys say i dun care.. i flirt or anth.. the main thing is its not true.. we're jus frenz.. n i jus succumbed to them calling me 水很好/water is gd...

i didnt hav a single emotion.. i was damn emo.. even now... guess its cus of her.. i really wan stop thinkin of her.. worse i even wan to erase her of my mind.. but i cant... jus cant... its tougher den stopping time... den sci lesson had practical test.. which as damn easy... played wif the apparatus.. quite fun but.. i dun feel happy, sad, or anth... music lesson.. played lion in the jungle on recorder(the beginnin) my recorder okay derhh... but no mood.. jus no mood.... atheletics i n juaquin was nearly late.. still eating chicken shops.. lol joey n qiaoer help us eat lyk.. more den half the fries sia... so pro.. lol.. training started... still.. i cant stop thinking of her.. im really fed up wif myself... but perfomed well.. coach shld be sastified now... too bad qinlin cant do sports now.. so sad.. jy qinlin!!! hope u get well soon... wen back to gym after tat... trained my muscles.. lifting weights wif juaquin n jung hao... den chaged wif them.. jung hao even sprayed men's perfume on me lolx... den parted wif him outside sku compound.. went to bbt shop wif juaquin.. all along the way he was chatting wif qinlin on the phone... so loving.. b4 hanging up still say iluveuus worhh...

drank upsized oreo... juaquin same but no upsize... i wan to brainfreeze myself.. but no use.. im so weak... i might luk strong on the outside.. but coming to love matters.. im really vry weak... )=

now back home damn tired.. using com now.. kay 2dae tats for all ^.^ tmr might not go on9.. cus mom @ home @ evening n nyte.. byes muakxies will misseuus! xD